moronicity

2006-12-29T20:24:00.000+08:00

thanks and merry christmas to all who tagged : DDD

jarman: hahaha i know wheeeeeee! GAHH ARE YOU BACK IN SINGAPORE YET?
yingtong: huh really ah poor you! never mind you will find nice new friends hahaha
flora: hehehh read already !!! : DDD

2006-12-26T14:24:00.000+08:00

SEC 2 CHARITY
omgomgomg! same as jarman and jasmine and ondi (dion)!
GAHHHHH and my 2 bestest friends are in the 2 smartest classes: debbie, justice and belindie, loyalty!

DIEDIEDIE!

2006-12-06T20:13:00.000+08:00

belindie: thanks! it's sooo cute :DD *hugs*
becca: thanks! SIGH cannot go for your wildwildwet thing! i wanna cry! but cannot pon choir or i'll die >.< sorry!!!
grace: wahh thanks for the prettypretty earrings! and they're green! i got you a pressie already XD
maria: hahah sooo fun slept at 4.30am :DD
alicia: sweetdisarray@hotmail.com ! haha thanks! love ya too!
tricia: yep! hehhh hope to see ya at school next year XD
jiayu: gahaha! still sooo nice of ya hahaha!
eenette: umm hi :D how'd ya find my blog O.o

2006-12-01T23:33:00.000+08:00

LOOK AT THIS LOVELY PICTURE OF POOH CELEBRATING A BIRTHDAY! YAHAHHAHA I GOT IT FROM GRACE'S BLOGGO! IT'S SOOOO CUTE :D but eeyore looks retarded!

i shall treat it as grace's pressie to me :D even though she already gave me chocolate!

2006-12-01T23:22:00.000+08:00

since im really boring/ really respectful of everyone,
i shall reply one by one!

jacintha: THANKS! hehh you're number 1 :DD
maria: thanks! LOVE YA TOO! SLEEPOVER! :DD
zhekang: i know! >.< stupid tagboard! anyway THANKS!!! :DD
rebecca: yes i love you loads too! :DDD thanks!
abii: thanks! LALALA SLEEPOVER!
tan: hahaha you spelt my name wrong! anyway THANKS XD
jiayu: yay you sooo nice, tell me on my handphone, email, and tagboard :DDD thanks!
maria: hahah AGAIN! TWICE THE LOVE MAN!
april: linked already :DDD sorry i forgot!

2006-11-26T22:46:00.000+08:00

jiayu: umm around the same lahh but cannot use blogskins. i just use it cos can post longer posts luh.
dongdong: ok :D yepyep we do!
abi: ermm. ok.
rebecca: NOOOO yours is nicer! wahhhh! I THINK IT WORKS NOW! :D
debbie: 23 nov! my little bro's is coming up: 27th nov!
leryee: ok ok :D
shushien: miss ya too :D enjoy your holidays :D

2006-11-24T14:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, BRO!

jasmine: hahh i did already. dont really like LJ though >.< <333
zhekang: LJ lesser people use :D so i can post longer! hahah only 4 days difference what! :D

2006-11-23T12:03:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION ALL!

MY BLOGGING HAS BEEN SHIFTED TO http://greenpoohbear.livejournal.com BECAUSE I CANNOT POST LONG POSTS HERE!

I WILL STILL REPLY TAGGERS HERE SO PLEASE TAG HERE STILL! :D

WITH MUCH LOVE!

replies:
debbie: huh what line? yeah yeah group B rocks! the nanyang girl was nice :D
belindie: you try! hehh... hmm it cant be THAT bad can it? your camp, i mean.
yingtong: yep! are ya better now? YAY I KNOW HOW TO DO ALREADY :D

2006-11-20T20:45:00.000+08:00

yingtong/dongdong!: YES GROUP B ROCKS! and our group is SSAA((: group c and d is SATB! hahha i know jiayi's very happy cos she's in group C hehh!
edit: HA. our group was SATB in the end. poor jiayi she have been sad no guys to flirt with hor?
jacintha: ok i tag already! -hugs!-- YAY SHOPPING!!!! what's with the "hahahahhaha"s?!
belindie: you should SOOO try doing chores. it's not as easy as it seems :S hehh yeah i guess but everything else added on top is... SIGH.
abii: ehh it's spelt HORRIBLE luh. yes i know :D
rebecca: WHY IS YOURS INSIDE NICER THAN MINE HUH! i love you soo much too :D

2006-11-18T20:33:00.000+08:00

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHH
am really sad.
my maid's leaving T.T
and my mommy's not hiring a new one
which means i'll have to do chores!

SIGHH got a lot...
wash/hang/dry clothes,
do ALL the dishes,
bathe my dog,
clear rubbish :S,
wash car,
clean toilet and aircon and all that,
help my mom cook,
sweep the floor,
throw away newspapers,
etcetcetc.

AHHH im freaking out. BYEBYE ELLY! -she's going tonight. back to philippines.
WAHHHH I WILL MISS YOU! THANKS FOR DOING ALL THE HARD WORK while i just sat there being fat.
HOW CAN I SURVIVE WITHOUT A MAID/HELPER???
ahhhh im damn spoilt la.

Spoilt Rotten Kid: On the Brink of Insanity Because Her Maid is Going Home and She Does Not Even Know How to Sweep the Floor.

2006-11-17T22:01:00.000+08:00

rebecca:yayy... PINK? got pink? cool :DD
debbie: uhhhh! shall not reply you here man!
alicia: LALALA OK!

IM BOOOOOOOOOOOORED!
hmm very sad i got super low for PPR.
but i got C5 for CHINESE! SUPER PROUD OF MYSELF!
lalalala i dont wanna go for CHOIR DAY CAMP it sounds soooo boring.
hmm worse is the choral workshop! wahhh so scary.
lalalalalala cant be bothered to post anything more.

byebyebye

2006-11-16T12:15:00.000+08:00

got this from flora! who got this from isabelle!

S E V E N people and things that make me Smile:
-debbie!
-belindie!
-abi!
-flora!
-jarman!
-my lil bro!
-alicia!
S E V E N Ways to Win my Heart:
-don't remind me of how stupid i am
-be THERE.
-be THERE with FOOD :D
-don't backstab me (agrees with flora :D)
-don't criticize me just because you can
-don't try to change me.
-be funny and nice and who you are :D
S E V E N People I Believe/Trust In:
-debbie!
-belindie!
-jarman!
-flora!
-wenyi!
-shinny!
-jolene!
S E V E N Things I Hope To Have/Do Now:
-GO SHOPPING (preferably with jar&flora <33)
-skip choir prac *is in 2 hours time :(
-have a cookie sleepover partaye (either at debbie's or abi's)
-play kongkongsea against debbie's bro and WIN.
-talk on the phone with someone
-snack like siao
-scream for fun!
S E V E N Things I Do Everyday:
-sleep/ wake up
-eat
-blog/IM/watch my bro play maple til he feels guilty and let's me use the com.
-scold my bro
-sms
-watch TV! gummibears :D
-eat ice cream. (YES I EAT IT EVERYDAY!)
S E V E N People I Want to See Now :
-JARMAN!
-debbie & my other cookies!
-belindie!
-alicia! (dunno why; you're funny!)
-jasmine!
-flora!
-my grandma (wanna thank her for giving me ang bao)
S E V E N People who should also do this:
-debbie!
-belindie!
-jarman!
-abi!
-heidi! (if she isnt already TOO BUSY, which she is. sheesh.)
-yingtong! :D
-lavender!

2006-11-16T11:30:00.000+08:00

debbie: yay man.
alicia: ok! do ya know the pass to rebecca's blog? cannot go in )):
zhekang: I KNOW! SIGH. havent done any homework!
belindie: huhh.. ok!

lalalalalala! yesterday me belindie and debbo/deebo/whatever went ice skating.
we took train from yio chu kang alll the way to jurong east.
ice skating was COLD. and my tummy hurt and it was really sucky.
and i couldnt skate! hahah the pros who were showing off in the rink were super scary and one of them stepped on my toes.
OUCHIE.
so after that we went to pizza hut to eat! alala!
i dont got any pics.. all with belindie. so yeah. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
yumyum so after eating we went to debbo's to play pangya/ watch movies.
did i mention before that debbie has the biggest DVD collection known to men?
belindie said she wouldnt have BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN, but GUESS what she did!
luckily we talked belindie out of watching THAT and JARHEAD and FULL METAL JACKET and other M18 and above shows.
instead we watched BIG FISH.
lalala i watched it before and it's a really cool show! very... weirdish!
then after the show we went downstairs and debbie started playing pangya and showing off her "TOMAHAWK" or whatever. and her pangya-ing.
then belindie tried.
she also tried kongkongsea whichh is SUPER CUTE! lalala kongkong is so much cuter than pangya.
so we ate dinner then my mama came so it was byebye debbie and belindie!

END.

COOKIE OUTING

2006-11-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

shinny: IT'S SYNTHETIC POOH FUR! WAHHHHHHH! anyway yesyes i missed you too! ((:
jean: lala linked you already! found your url from shinny's blog!
jarman: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! btw sorry about the movie thing..
flora: -SCREAMS-- YOU ARE SOOOOO LUCKY! PRESSIE! muacks i love you!
belindie: hahaha! why?!? :D
abi: ehh you ego person!

ok on MONDAY
i woke up LATE!!
so i had to take a cab to amk library and picked debbie on the way.
met abi tsang and leryee there. borrowed/read books!
shinny forgot and was sleeping.
maria couldnt get there in time.
jiayi was in china.
so maria and shinny went to cineleisure straight.
we got stuck at the library cos it started to rain heavily.
so we ate at the cafe galilee.
first, we got fries.
then, we got a veggie pie.
then, we got an eclaire.
yes, we shared these little portions of a pathetic lunch we had. it was that expensive.
finally leryee and tsang went to fetch a taxi cos there's only one umbrella and nearly instantly they got one so me and debbie run out in the rain.
abi stays, she's not allowed to see "step up"
lalala! we drop off outside cine and see rebecca coming out :D she watched "step up" too. then we see shinny and maria coming! wheee nice timing!
so we go buy tickets then eat at KFC(me debbie and leryee) and burger king(tsang maria and shinny). tsang and shinny were squeezing fries. i'd put the video on here, but it would be rated M18 for GORE.
yes i filmed it.

2006-11-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

so then we went to watch the show... which was rather lame and meaningless.. and that baldish dude-of-a-guy is NOT, grace/ mommy/ mrs travis tan, HOT.
so then we went to plaza sing cos tsang had to get drumsticks for her sis. then we kept calling her mommy so when we were leaving the guy at the counter was like "bye mom", snorting.
then we ate PIZZA HUT! yes i have expensive taste. lalala i got pictures of everyone acting weird on my handphone but i shant post them in case i get sued by like the rich kids (aka abi and debbie and grace).
after that we went tsang's house to watch her beloved "so you think you can dance" but they didnt show her beloved travis. yes, we spent ALL the time watching her show. her bro is super cute (BUT FAT) and kept hanging around, irritating her.
lalalala! that's about it!
then we all went home around 9.30! WHOOO!

END

ENCOUNTER

2006-11-14T22:38:00.000+08:00

ok!
lalala first i shall post about encounter!
it was real good :D and i think everyone managed to encounter God.
ok about the place. IT WAS LIKE A HOTEL! i seriously expected a huge hall and dorms, but this was... WOW. i mean, THERE WAS AIR-CON AND TV.
LAALA!
anyway before we went to meet the rest at newton MRT me and abi went to watch FLUSHED AWAY at plaza sing. kaiying couldn't come cos she had guides T.T
all i can say about the day was that THE #%^@#&%@% WOMAN GAVE US SWEET POPCORN INSTEAD OF MIXED.
so anyway about 6pm we went to newton to wait for the rest.

2006-11-14T22:14:00.000+08:00

this is what we were armed with:
me: roxy bag- smallish, patches and teddy, lays and hershey kisses.
kaiying: huge bag- the kind terrorists use to hold bombs, bunny, other snacks.
abi: school bag, mr teehee and snowy- a huge fat panties bear, snacks, marshmallows.
grace: big horsey bag, and her SUPER *BLEEPS*. me and abi had to live on them.
rebecca: shiny, painted nails- silver. dunno about the rest.
alicia: not in tights! dunno about the rest.

so basically these are the main unexpected things that happened, outside of being slain (yes it's so amazing!)
1. abi and i had to borrow super *bleeps* from grace cos something happened.
2. i had to borrow abi's horribly tight shorts (which she thought were loose)...
3. i forgot to bring my bible. YES I AM THAT STUPID.
4. we had a midnight feast!!! super fun! we watched "castaway" while snacking/
5. we all started sharing our experiences with our periods and stuff related. very interesting! oh yeah, in front of the guys.
6. abi molested a guy called um... nostalgic nick. i think. cheem eh. while playing captains ball. she was defending him. he was captain. yes you get the picture.

END

2006-11-10T11:19:00.000+08:00

debbie: YES I HATE YOU HMPH! hehh joking :D
belindie: singapore expo. my church is there.
wenyi: ok :D you got the taggie already?
cherie: ok ((:
jacintha: SORRY! sorry cannot this weekend im busy! how about next friday?
lavender: wahh you never tell me your link how to link you?! :S

ok that's all!
wheeee im super excited cos later going for encounter/church camp/ whatever you wanna call it!
la la la hmm then on monday going to watch "step up" with my beloved cookies!!!!
and of course going ice skating with my fellow purplehooders on wednesday! <333 you guys :D
hmm hope can go watch "material girls" with you on friday jar! im really sorry :S

ok ok nothing much else to say! will post about everything above as soon as i can :D

2006-11-05T22:45:00.000+08:00

LALALA today
while going to expo and back, me abi and kaiying met 8 weird people/ groups of people
(in chronological order)
1. weird noisy ang moh kids on train. (one around the age of 7 was carrying a louis vuitton bag)
2.loud insane laughing from weird people (which i didnt hear but kaiying and abi did)
3.guy with pony tail (in church) who kaiying was drooling over. weirdness O.o
4. guy who abi said was singing loudly at the MRT station a few weeks before O.o
5. goth people. lipstick, nail polish, weirdly styled hair and all. holding hands and blocking lavender's and my view of abi and kaiying "surfing" on the joint of the train. (HAHAH!)
6. the MRT guy. at paya laber mrt.
ok this weird malay guy (i think he's malay) walks up to kaiying and starts speaking stuff we dont understand and something about the mrt and gestures towards the tracks.
so abi and kaiying go "the mrt is up there"
then he went "yes, that's the mrt. so?"
and we're all "OOOO.o"
and he keeps saying what mrt dunno what thing and i thought he was trying to make conversation so he could like flash or something but abi pointed out that he was wearing jeans and couldnt do it umm.. very fast.
so we tell him we dont understand and we walk away.
then about 1 minute later the guy came back again and started bugging kaiying.
"umm.. i dont understand you..."
the man "gives up" and bows (you know the traditional thai/indian/malay bow with your hands together) and stretches his hand out, saying "sorry", hoping that one of us would shake his hand.
none of us dared. i mean, HIS OTHER HAND WAS LIKE IN HIS POCKET.
thank God he walked away after that.
7. weird old guy who said "girl?" to me and when i turned around he walked away.
8. indian guy coaxing a cute kitten by snapping his fingers at it and slapping the wall continuously.
ok that's all. oh yeah my Mp3 player fried. wahhhhhhhhh!

2006-11-04T15:36:00.000+08:00

101 things about me

1. Name: Jing Yi
2. Middle Name: HIRANDRADESHINOCRYSTARLEN! cool, eh?
3. Location: um my beautiful home
4. Place of Birth: Singapore
6. Male or Female: if you've never met me, male. if you have, female. :D
7. Bus: SCHOOL BUS! WHOO.. hehh havent taken school bus in a long time.
9. Occupation: Student
10. Initials: LJY, JY
11. Screen Name: um.. "Purple flying apples are cool"?

Your Appearance

12. Hair Color : black/brown/whatever you think it is. i think it's black!
13. Hair Length: um.. shoulder/slightly longer than shoulder length
15. Best Feature: hmm. im not that ego. but i'd say my eyes.
16. Height: last time i check? 159cm. could be wrong, though.
18. Glasses: nope.
19. Shoe size: 5 i think.
20. Weight: 38kg. and growing fatter.

Your Firsts

22. First best friend: DEBORAH HOE SIEW MIN. yay! i love ya!
23. First Award: erm.. i never got any.
24. First Sport You Joined: umm i can't do sports for BLEEP.
25. First thing you did today: woke up (at 11.30am) and brushed my teeth
26: First thing you ate today: wang wang pao pao guo zi. oh wait that's a drink.
27. First thing you said today: "HUH?"
28. First Love: yet to come, yeah?

Favourite

29. Movie: Pooh's Huffelump Movie
30. TV Show: dunno.. but im currently watching Goong. thanks to debbie.
31. Color: GREEN! it is THE NEW BLACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
32. Rock Band: hmm i dunno.
33. Place to get groceries: SHOP AND SAVE! -nottt..--
34. Food: KFC all the way!
35. Season: ummm spring/fall? cos i can't tan so i have no reason to like summer and winter's too cold for me
36. Candy: Meiji gummy chocolates :D Gummy baby as dion calls it.
37. Sport: sleeping. not that it's a sport.
38. Restaurant: the expensive kind that i can't afford to eat at :D
42. Animal: COCOA MY BUNNY! I <3333333333333 HER!
43. Book: i read anything that does bore me to death.
44. Magazine: im not a magazine person.

2006-11-04T15:35:00.000+08:00

Currently

45. Doing before you started this survey: venting my anger on the keyboard cos i couldn't post about my week.
46. Thinking: "STUPID &%*#@&*^ BLOGGER!"
47. Wearing: overly huge shirt. pants. hairband.
48. Crying bout: not eating lunch
49. Eating: my keyboard.
50. Drinking: wang wang pao pao guo zhi
51. Typing: this thing right now
53. Listening To: my bro singing.
54. Thinking about: "um.. haven't i answered this before?"
55. Wanting: everything on my wants list
56. Watching: my bro play dota while typing this

Future

57. Where do you see yourself in 5 years: whereever MOE thinks i should be.
58. Kids: i don't want any!
59. Want to be Married: yeah. not that i will. i mean, it's obvious i will never get a boyfriend.
60. Career in Mind: CLOCK MAKER! SO COOL LORHXXX!

Which is Better with the Opposite Sex

63. Hair color: dark dark dark
64. Hair length: short-ish. spiked. so cute :D
65. Eye color: um.. not much variety in singapore is there?
66. Measuremnts: anything but 2:1 (yes i know only jar and jasmine and flora etc will get the inside joke)
67. Cute or sexy: ummm...?
68. Lips or Eyes: both. i mean, what kind of deformed person doesn't have either one?
69. Hugs or Kisses: both :D
70. Short or Tall: tall but not that tall. just not as short as me/ debbie
71. Easygoing or Serious: ummm in the middle :D
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: hey, i have no experience. how should i know.
73. Good or Bad: the bad kinda good.
74. Sensitive or spontaneous: isn't this kinda like question 72?
75. Hook-up or Relationship: RELATIONSHIP.
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: both are just as bad man...

2006-11-04T15:10:00.000+08:00

Have You Ever

78. Kissed a Stranger: no!!!
79. Had surgery: yeah.. my nose used to be tilted upwards so i... JOKING.
80. Gone commando: what's that?
81. Ran Away From Home: hah i wouldnt last.
82. Broken a bone: yep.. it was fun, skipping PE.
83. Got an X-ray: yeah. for the broken bone thing.. and for my teeth when putting braces.
84. Been on a cruise: when i was little.. barely remember it..
85. Got a car accident: nahh.
86. Dumped someone: pfft. i'd never get a chance to dump anyone. they'd dump me so much sooner.
87. Cried When Someone Died: nope.. i wasn't close to my uncle... he wasn't even my uncle.
88. Cried At School: yep. lots. i hate it know.
89. Do you believe in God: yeah, He's my ALL!
90. Miracles: yep. even if they're only little ones.
91. Love at First Sight: not really. i mean, you'd have to be beautiful first, right?
92. Ghosts: not really. a little :D
93: Aliens: yeah yeah! star wars! jar jar binkx! -not--
94. Soul Mates: nope.
95. Heaven: yep :D
96. Hell: yep :(
97. Answered prayers: yeah yeah!
98. Kissing on The First Date: ehh..
99. Horoscopes: nope... i mean, they're written by journalists, aren't they?

Answer Truthfully

100. Is there someone you wish you had? no... im totally unfeeling, recently.
101.Do you realised not all the numbers are present? like duh. i read other people's before i did this you know...

2006-11-04T15:00:00.000+08:00

-am doing this because there's too many people to reply to on my tag--
kairou:your welcome :D hmm thanks.
tan: i guess you're right :S thanks...
jiayu: are you saying im ego?! hehh ok.. ((:
belindie & debbie: thanks guys! without you guys, i don't think i would've lived through sec1 :D
fabia: hahahh i know. lalalaLAAAA!
mamaria: sorry i forgot :S ok i will ((:
chengmei: whoa! you actually have an email account! -is amazed-- you got msn?!?

ok i shall start my post.
hmm this week was kinda fun so im out of my depression-state-thing-which-has-been-going-on-for-quite-awhile.
thanks once again to all the nice people who encouraged me. i <3333 you to bits.
ok so anyway choir really sucked for sop 3s cos we got a really hard part and it's really tuneless.. sigh it was really sucky.
ms melody kept looking at us, real upset and for once, i didn't think she was just picking on little mistakes (being the perfectionist she is)
and so i went debbie's house on wednesday to practice our part. the others didnt come cos yingtong had to get stuff for her class gathering and leryee was PLAIN LAZY! HMMPH! hehh but half the time debbie was playing pangya.
KONGKONG is such a CUTE GAME!
anyway so after that we practiced, debbie made me watch high school musical. that guy's hair SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lala.
so on thursday we went early to practice with yingtong and leryee before ms lim/ the seniors came.
SIGH but in the end we still sucked and had to depend solely on louisa.
as usual. heh.
wheeeeeeee!
friday me and debbie went to bishan library for fun!
and we met abi and her friend(can't remember her name :S) (who wanted to borrow a book about boobs and "the guide to sexual behaviour" or something) there. how co-incidental, eh?
in the end i only borrowed 1 book cos there weren't much choice in bishan library. i like AMK library better )):
so then we went to j8. end!

2006-11-02T20:36:00.000+08:00

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WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
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2006-10-27T18:48:00.000+08:00

wheee this week was super fun!1111
tuesday:
we go mamaria's!
see the cookie blues webbie!

wednesday:
me debbie and belindie go to marina square to watch scoop.
this is roughly how it went:
-quoted solely from debbie's blog--
"There's a few interesting things that happened yesterday. Wahaha. Lemme list them out!
1) Belindie got away scot-free with buying chocolate with alcohol. Both of us tried a bit in the cinema and almost puked with disgust. We didn't even know there was alcohol in it. But the shopkeeper sold it away without saying a word! She could get sued man. Irish cream = alcohol (learnt from belindie!)
2) Some freak called Chan called Belindie's handphone like 17 times. He was looking for someone called "Davy". Which is probably a nickname for the name David. I mean, Davy ain't a girl's name. Then he kept asking for Davy. So weird man. He asked Jing if she spoke Tamil and asked Belindie if he spoke English. What a freak.
My story behind it all (which I of course interpreted with my smartness!!!!!1111): Chan is gay with "Davy", but Davy decided to turn straight as he was disgusted with Chan (cause he was too gay) so he gave him a random number to call. Chan kept bugging Belindie (whose number was unfortunately the "random number") whom he thought was Davy's new girlfriend! And he thought Jing and I were just other girls to prevent him from talking with his Davy. Genius? YESH!
3) Bean bags and soft toys will one day line the floor of our purplehood apartment! (: BIG DECISION HUH. We're saving up $300 each, yay! I LOVE PURPLEHOOD."

2006-10-27T18:36:00.000+08:00

today
i woke up LATE
and so i made me jarman and jasmine really REALLY late for tan's birthday party...
SORRY :S
ok so anyways
we took mrt from YCK all the way to dover (the GREENline)
it was really far!!!! and we took an hour.. i think... to get there :S
so anyways when we reached
everyone was like watching "raise your voice" or whatever it was called and stopped halfway to go downstairs to play
whacko and the step-on-each-other's-balloon's game
initially i wanted to play the s-o-e-o-b game but it was scary after so many people's balloon's burst so i sat out.
whacko was damn hot. as in, literally.
it was kinda fun though, and jasmine had to do a forfeit for winning the s-o-e-o-b game.
haha she had to run all the way across the carpark shouting "HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA TAN"
then we went back to eat
where i like ate a lot and a lot and a lot and was fat (as usual)
then we couldn't finish cos tan's mom cooked like 6 PIZZAS, SALAD, LOTS OF SPAGETTI, and these weird but tasty CHICKEN ROLLS (2 PLATES FULL!!!!) cos she thought that everyone would have my enormous appetite.
so they started a game of scissors papers stone and whoever lost has to eat a piece of chicken.
it was lame... :D
and jarman kept wanting me to say cos i said i was still hungry.
but then i ate fruits and so i wasnt hungry.
so then we went to the tv and e entertainment was on and so we watched for like awhile and then we left.
very vague, i know.
so anyways then me and flora and jar went out shoppin!
we went to taka and wisma, shopping for fun.
it was fun!

2006-10-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

wheeeeeeee im happy today.
cos...
i used my pooh bear baggie for church!
abi sucks.
she says it's made of pooh bear fur and that it's animal abuse.
and she tortured my eggflip.
YES I HAVE A SUPER CUTE EGGFLIP <3333
i got it for freee cos my daddy got some coupons for toys"r"us!
anyways yesterday my daddy got a ultra cool watch for my b'day which is freaking ages from now but whatever :D i love my daddy!
and abi and rebecca said it was super nice ((:
hmmm our cell leader, jolene, didn't come so we didn't have cell (I WANTED TO ASK HER HOW TO CREATE YOUR OWN BLOGSKIN BUT SHE WENT TO THAILAND T.T)
but we played the "um zi zi" game with dawn's cell!
you know, the game hazel taught us how to play!
super fun yeah! tooki tooki tooki tooki! dong ka dong ka :D
so anyways after church we went to paya lebar MRT and abi and kai ying took bus home but my folks were at the flee market thingie down there so i tagged along and i
GOT A REAL PRETTY HANDPHONE POUCH!
YAY YAY YAY my lil bro bought it for me for my birthday too!
<3333333 him!
and my older bro is either buying a bag for me or a wallet..
hope he chooses wallet!

another random short post!
loves myself!

2006-10-20T21:56:00.000+08:00

(cont'd from previous post)
OMG! i TURNED THE PLASTIC BAG THE WRONG WAY SO SHE COULD SEE THE FAMOUS AMOUS COOKIES AT THE SIDE!
but i looked at her and said calmly and collectedly, "no, it's just a bag" and took out the pooh bag as proof.
seeing how cool, calm and collected i was, she said "oh ok" and let me pass.
i nearly died of relief.
3.25pm:
we all go to the toilet and queue.
and when i get into the cubicle the rest are still outside. then i hear screaming and shrieking and laughing. very SNGS girlish.

i get out and everyone's going "CLEMENT TAN JUST WENT INTO THE TOILET (guy's)!! OMG!!! HAHA"
we laugh and shriek all the way back to the table that we put all our stuff.
3.30pm:
we're still laughing...
then mr tan comes out of the toilet and wen yi and jasmine walk up to say hi but he gets into a lift and we never see him again.
then we wonder why he's without his wife and kid(s).
3.30-4.30pm:
basically the rest is pretty boring. we walk around and around and around shopping and going to the hereen and stuff and buying stuff.
then xin yi and wen yi and shu shien go back to orchard and go home.. wahh...
4.30-6pm:
ok so that's about it we just walked around and took neoprints and stuff. and we took pictures with jar's camera. then we walked back to orchard mrt. tan took bus from wheelock's place i think.
6-7pm:
we go home! some pictures with my phone of course!
me and jar! waiting for my mama's car!
me flora and jar at the orchard MRT station waiting for our trains.

2006-10-20T21:39:00.000+08:00

OMG death note was frayking pebbling!
i LOVE IT! WHOO!
(um, xin yi, the "L" dude is NOT cute. even the "light/kira" guy looks better than him. oh wait, correction, even the "light/kira guy's FATHER looks better than him.)
whee okay this is how today went:
10.50am:
"MOM I'M FREAKING LATE! I'M SUPPOSED TO MEET MY FRIENDS AT YCK STATION AT 11am!!"
11.01am:
i arrive at yck station where jasmine's waiting.
jar-man/jacintha's late.
11.10am:
jar-man comes running like some manaic on the loose. we get on the train and
11.29am:
reach orchard MRT station where we wait for the rest to come.
11.35am:
tan's the first to arrive. next to us of course. she walked all the way from wheelock's place. farness abounds!
11.37- 45am:
xin yi arrives... then becca tan.. then shu shien and wen yi. then we hang around like idiots for really long until finally flora reaches. we tried to convince celine into coming but she's stuck at home.. awaiting jap lesson.
11.50am:
we take a long walk to cineleisure where we buy out tickets.
12-1.15pm:
we walk around and shopped.
I GOT MY BEAUTIFUL POOH BEAR BAG THAT I'VE BEEN EYEING!
we get orange julius drinks and FAMOUS AMOUS COOKIES!
1.15-3.20pm:
we go back to cineleisure and go into the cinema.
we hide the famous amous cookies in my plastic bag with the pooh bag in it.
while going in, the tickety checky woman was checking our tickets when she pointed to my plastic bag, going, "IS THAT FOOD?"

2006-10-18T21:15:00.000+08:00

ok
about today's "talk".
i think the Father dude made A FEW mistakes in his "speech".

first of all,
most of us DON'T fake a smile in school.
i mean, half the time we're happier in school than we are at home.

secondly,
SCHOOL IS WHERE THE PROBLEMS LIE, half the time,
NOT HOME.

thirdly,
i think it's not our closest friends who do the most damage.

CHART OF FRIENDS -in order of merit (:--
1. the GOODEST/GREAT/BEST friend: someone who you can relate to most and trust and share with the most too :D

2. the CLOSE friend: someone who you can joke with and talk to more or less all the time

3. the OLD friend: someone who used to be really close to you but now is not as good a friend but still one you can chat with

4. the BACK-UP friend: someone who, in times of need, can always lend a shoulder to cry on. such friends are often USED, e.g. MIN YEE. (if you're reading this, min, you gotta know WE ALL LOVE YA! :D)

5. the PASSIVE friend: someone who, if you happen to sit next to, will talk to you. other than that, you never chat at all.

6. the STRANGER.: someone who you've heard about, seen, and maybe talk about. the likely hood of backstabbing a stranger is HIGHER than a good friend.

whee yeah i am this bored. get over it.

2006-10-16T20:48:00.000+08:00

whooo...
ok im this bored.
today sucked loads and was very boring and
ms yee nearly caught me using my handphone to take a picture of something. it's there!
yep the ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE picture of the 5 blobby things! it was on our magiong paper for the PBL (problem-based learning) shit thing that wasted the whole of today!
which were: WEN YI (big brain!), JACINTHA (jar-man!), FLORA (flower!), JASMINE (another flower!), and ME (goldfish!)
in the picture wen yi's "BIG BRAIN" words were cut out of the picture : ( but that's okay cos you can tell she's got a big brain due to my VERY ACCURATE drawing!

anyways, i actually FLATTENED my phone on the table with my fatness so that she didn't see it then i stepped back and i realised she was behind me and i nearly flattened her too!!! then she probably saw my phone so i said really loudly "OMG look what you made me do, flora/ jacintha (i can't remember)! my poor phone has been squashed! OH and the camera lens is open! HOW DID THAT HAPPEN??"
aren't i ever so innocent?
plus ms yee loves my drawing! i know it!
whoooo...

2006-10-13T20:51:00.000+08:00

sigh...
what a waste, wasn't it?
STTD caused us to sacrifice: our time, money and RECESS
and what did we get? NOTHING.
i mean, im not the whole emotional-breakdown-because-we-didn't-do-well kind of person but i guess we all cried once they announced 1 justice got second.
cos then we knew right away that there was no chance in first place for us.
IF THE STUPID MORONS HAD A PRIZE FOR EFFORT, though, TRUTH WOULD SO HAVE OWNED.
i mean, for the last 2 weeks or so, we wasted away any extra time we could afford to try and perfect our play, make it a good one.
we even SCREAMED and YELLED at each other when we got it wrong and we HATED each other for making us use our mornings to practice...
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, MR NUNN and that other SUH person just DIDN'T GET IT, OR OUR FRAYKING SENSE OF HUMOUR. THE WORST PART WAS THAT MR NUNN WALKED IN AND OUT OF THE ROOM WHILE THE PLAYS WERE GOING ON. how disrespectful is that?
you tell me.
and if you ask me, i think the people who worked hardest for this play were hurt the most after the results...
to all the directors (jia yu, xin yi, li wen, kim) actresses (celine, weiting, shushien, wenyi, zhekang[etc?]) singers (fabs, mama, crystal, lorri, min yee [etc?]) and dancers (flora, rei-en, justine and all the others who helped me with my dance moves (:) and all the people always ready to help (aka sharon, jar-man, nikki etc),
IT DON'T MATTER THAT WE DIDN'T WIN, CAUSE WE PUT ON A GOOD SHOW AND PEOPLE WILL REMEMBER IT, if not mr nunn and all those other ignorant teachers, AND THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERS.

2006-10-10T21:42:00.000+08:00

okay im gonna do this real quick cos i bet i'll get kicked out of blogger if i take long.
i think our class really spent too much time on STTD. i mean, not that i did anything for the wen2 hua4 zan3 thing, but it was really a bit....! you know.
i really think we spend too much effort on the STTD. SIGH.
but, I HAVE NO RIGHT TO SAY THIS. SO DON'T TAKE IT TO HEART!!! :D

anyways. i don't like talking about deep stuff on my bloggie but i will for belindie's sake!

"you think you've succeeded, but others say you've failed."
i think this happens when people expect MORE of you than you yourself. when you think you did well, but other's think you haven't, it's either
a) good, because they think you have the ability to do better, or
b) bad, since they're using their own standard to judge you

don't let anyone judge you.

"you think you've failed, but others say you've succeeded."
okay, this one's more interesting.
you expect TOO much of yourself. so when others think you're super, you think you're not too bad.
it can turn ugly when you keep wanting MORE and MORE, to do BETTER and BETTER.
the truth is it's not worth your time.
i'm not saying suck at whatever you do, but just don't be hungry for greater things.
my mama always told me to be happy with what i got.

success is for YOU to see and decide. whether you concider what you've done a success or a failure, the truth is that NO ONE ELSE CAN SAY FOR SURE.
but if you fail everything, and pretend you didn't, it's gonna come back for you eventually. the trick is to choose wisely. and act wisely.

2006-10-06T22:51:00.000+08:00

sigh this stinks cos i havent been able to post for ages.
there's a lot of things that were on my mind which i FORGOT, sadly, so yeah. the end.
i'm pissed cos i couldn't even FINISH MY PREVIOUS POST.
ERGH..

mini choir gathering :)

2006-09-09T19:24:00.000+08:00

wheee so fun.
yester-yesterday abi(apple/ape), debbie (dumpling/donkey), gracey (garbage), jiayi (juice?) and mama (moomoo) came my house to play! wheeeeeee... ok, i sound like some 4 year old kiddo. anyways, debbie came earliest around 9.30 cos my mama went and picked her. then we went to my room and like did nothing. oh and debbie redrew her stinky portrait of herself (yeah she drew it the last time she came but didn't like it so she redrew it) which i posted there! whoohoo... anyway then jiayi smsed me that she got on the bus to my house so me and debbie went to fetch her. halfway to the bus stop she called and she was all "i think i over-shot leh... i counted 8 stops"
and i was all "OMG go check how many stages"
then it turned out she was at stage 5, which is like 3 stops away.
so then 70 came and debbie started waving like mad and the bus driver stared
and jiayi managed to identify us (thanks to debbie)
so then we walked jiayi back to my house.
and showed her debbie and abi's version of the tsubasa theme song thing.
(it sucked and was horrible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but we love it!)
anyways then we sat around and the doorbell rang and it turned out to be applieman and garbage. and like the minute garbage stepped into my house she was like "i brought chips!" and uh took the pack out to show everyone but no one really bothered
and uh they observed that i had a rabbit.

(edited: 10/10/06)please continue at debbie's bloggo!

prada and spirits!

2006-09-07T18:46:00.000+08:00

whee the devil wears prada was okay i guess but it was kinda lame.
wheeee..we went to bugis to watch and like the show ended at 2.45
but belinda kept going "ah i don't wanna go home! let's go kino!!!" and
i don't like kinokuniya -however you spell it--
so we went like suntec and that citylink mall place and we went to HMV.
then belinda like rushed over to the sports section
and started oogling over the football CDs
and wanted to by this
"all the goals of FIFA 2006" or something like that CD which cost like $70!!!
crazy aint she? but anyways she didn't get it cos im smart and
i kicked sense into her!!!
then she got the "Life of Buddha" CD
which mr tan showed us like 15 minutes of and
i got the "Mother Teresa" CD cos i wanted to watch the whole thing! wheeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!
tomorrow so many people coming to my housie it's scary cos my house is kinda boring! debbaye and abbaye wanna watch "spirited away" so i went to find it in case i can't tomorrow! whee im smart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

holiday gatherings

2006-09-05T21:09:00.000+08:00

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
today at debbo's so fun man!
i got there around 12.30pm then abi was there already and i had cut my hair (yes, i look sucky)
we watched howl's moving castle
(and debbie and abi kept going "howl's SO HOT!!!!1111" which is very irritating)
and ate lunch and finished watching it.
whee... and it lasted til 3.30 and wheee then we took piccies with my phone!!!
there's one and and and
debbie played pangya and
me and abi stink at pangya so we obviously lost
and it was real fun!!!!!!!!
except that daniel/debbie's maniac of a brother who is super sickening was yelling and screaming and pickin his nose and it was annoying!!!!!!1 he sucks!!!!!
and i left around 7pm! whee! fun!
and now debbo wants to come to my place to admire my bro's abs (or absence of).
uh, i mean she wants to come to play!!!!!!!!! wheee! friday's good, aren';t it?
then im going watch devil wears gucci, i mean, prada tomorrow with my good buddaye belindie! whee so much fun in a week man!

movie marathons and such!

2006-09-04T21:08:00.000+08:00

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! so fun man! going debbo's to have a movie marathon! then going to watch "the devil wears prada" with belinda! wheeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!
and once again i might cut my hair frayking short, so hope i don't!

wheee! this holidays im gonna read and read and uh, listen to music and read and read and clean my room out and feed timid and and and and, oh yeah
do homework.

what homework do we have anyways? i don't remember. wheeeeee. will update to rant about crappy/ fun shows i watch at debbie's tomorrow!

frayking holidays!

2006-09-02T21:43:00.000+08:00

yay! finally school's out! which means i can sleep in! wheeeee! funness. plus im going abi's church with her tomorrow!!! hey abi, your prayers helped man, cos now debboman can go to, huh! wheeeeeee!

anyways im sooo glad school's out cos i can't stay school no more. i mean, another day in that place and i would have broke down and cried.
yeah i know it's weird. i am weird. sighhh... i just don't really enjoy being in the whole "MEP/drama" class cos everyone's so specialised and everything's so fixed. especially the whole "sing to the dawn" play where D&T had to do the props and stuff. i mean, i was all "hey can i be asst. director or something cos i like directing?"
and min yee was all "why not?"
but jia yu -who was director- obviously had other ideas.
so i wasn;t surprised when a drama person got the asst. director. xin yi.

sighh... these people are so one-tracked minded.

im sooooo stressed out this whole year so i hope we get to lay back a little more in term 4, yeah? though i really really doubt it'll ever happen. i mean, the teachers LIVE on our fraykin misery and all... so stressed so stressed.
i guess that's about all i gotta rant about. i mean...

OH YEAH I GOT A NEW PHONE YAY ME I ROCK NO ACTUALLY YAY GOD YAY GRANDMA YAY MOM COS THEY ROCK AND THEY HELPED ME GET IT BECAUSE THEY ROCK YEAH!

NDP!

2006-08-09T20:18:00.000+08:00

whoohoo! im crazy!
crazy to talk about NDP anyways.
i mean, it's not all that great.
im not watching it.
but it's on now and im super bored...
at least there's no school.
SOMEONE SEND ME CENTURY GOTHIC FONT.
I FRAYKING LOST IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY PRECIOUS FONT~~~!
sighhh... i might be getting a new handphone. but im not getting my hopes up cos the answer's probably no. everything's so expensive nowadays...
i fraykin got nothing to say.
oh except that it's unfair that we have to go to the CC to do CIP. on national day. today. siggh... at least i got what, an hour of CIP points : )
im bored... i think that's about it. cos i don't wanna rant no more. i wanna sleep : )

the weeks to come

2006-08-05T11:56:00.000+08:00

sigh... so far only like... a few people noticed my star. if you didn't, don't ask.
i can't believe we have to do the malay dance on national day.. it's so frayking... ARGH. okay nevermind. -takes a deep breath-- faith so should have won...
anyways, im bored. and i finally realised why lorraine and rei-en go to the balcony all the time- it's magical. okay no it's not magical. but it's so... calming. sort of like some weird therapy. but it totally helps me de-stress. although im not sure how... kinda like.. i dunno... just sitting there, talking. it's cool. i mean, me lorraine and min were just seated cross-legged on the floor... talking about random stuff... with nikki on the chair writing (you guessed right) her book. i don't know why, but it's kinda like, peace and quiet in all the noise of our class.
shit. tuition. type later.

2006-07-14T16:51:00.000+08:00

okay to tell you the truth, school's been going on for what...3 weeks already? yeah and it totally sucks. i got so many freaking projects and loads of other stuff to do that's due next week. and basically my bros have been hogging the com so that gives me 2 reasons i can't blog. not that i have much to say.
apart from the czech trip (which was way fun, go see debbie's blog for details cos i shan't bore you typing it out on mine. that picture's from the trip with all the sec 1s who went. yep that's me right in the middle, looking stupid.) i guess in the whole time i didn't enter anything there wasn't much going on... except that jubilate III SUCKED. i mean, ERGH. okay those of you who know about the choir thing know, but like we're not supposed to flame on our blogs in case some weirdo teacher from the english department reads it and gets pissed. but what kind of teacher would be so... WEIRD? -shudders--
sigh... STUPID PROJECTS. my aching brain!!!!!!!!!!!!! i gotta go do my shit tuition work cos i got tuition tomorrow morning. i hate tuition. i hate saturdays, actually. because there's always something that i have to do. something that i hate to do. (and by the way this whole time i've been trying to post this stupid thing because blogger's unconnectable! God is going to help me publish this, and i know it.)

czech

2006-06-05T11:13:00.000+08:00

heidi, belinda! AH! are you friends again yet?????????????????? you guys cant afford to be angry at each other!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant either! what would the purple-hood be with you guys ignoring and blocking each other on msn...
ANYWAYS, -before i start like, lecturing you again--
me going czech with choir for the festival of...um, something -it's a competition. sharing room with debbo! yayness. it's kinda scary, though. like an international competition! ahh... O.o plus i haven't done any homework!!!!!!!!!!! and we going for a week so like... AH! CURSE ALL YOU FREAKS WHO CAME UP WITH HOMEWORK!
ANYWAYS, i haven't got that freaking PE assignment! who cares, i never thought i'd pass any PE assignment.
"Identify heavier and lighter weight bearing exercises."
heavier- attempting to hold a ball -which is heavy!!!!!!!--.
lighter- uh... attempting to throw a short-put ball -at the PE teacher, chances of missing/ teacher dodging it = 10%--
"Reflect"
i learnt sooooooooooooooooo much from the assignment assigned to us. -see above to find out what i so excellently observed-- i would love to do an assignment like this again, provided we can do group work and i don't need to do anything :)

i got msn back!

2006-05-27T20:59:00.000+08:00

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! if you saw the title of this post, yes, i got msn back! yippee! but im still sick and i just had a fever just now... sigh,,, i missed 2 choir practices already! i hope i haven't missed too much! i got 69% for PPR. SIGHHHH! i have soooooooooooooo deproved. i failed chinese! waaaahhhhh! i hate myself!

last day of school

2006-05-25T21:46:00.000+08:00

Whee! it's the last day of school! well, for st nicks girls at least. and if you haven't noticed, i didn't go to school. (yeah, i bet you people who were cursing me yesterday are probably rejoicing. well, FUCK YOU TOO!) to the people who are either concerned/ curious/or just nosy, i have this really really bad cough and could barely get out of bed. (the neighbours were probably telling their kids, "see, i told you that girl was on drugs, and now she's gonna die!" and the kids'll simultaneously go, "Yippie!")
SIGH! tomorrow's meet the parents session. i can predict what's gonna happen. ms wo- i mean, mr wong could go "Mrs Lee, i am very sorry to tell you that your child is a fucking moron and she should go to hell. ahem, i mean, uh, she should transfer to uh, Raffles Institution. oh wait, she's not a boy. oh well, she can always go to Yuying secondary."
oh well, i couldn't give a shit.
OH AND I LOST MSN FOREVER! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
wahhh... that's all. byebye!

random

2006-05-13T18:41:00.000+08:00

hey! long time no post! and if you haven't noticed i changed my blogskin! and okay since you want me to go on and on about you, heidi, i will!
heidi is always with her friends so i don't meet her very often and some times her recess is different from mine so yeah and uh her cca is different and her remedial is different and her friends are different so it's hard to meet up!
and uh, if those wordies on my blogskin are from lyrics of a song, i don't care! cos i don't like the words! i like everything else! yay!
okay uh, i guess that's about it. oh yeah. GWYNETH WHY ARE YOU SO INSANE RECENTLY! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

"yesterday"

2006-04-13T19:54:00.000+08:00

The only reason i haven't posted for way way way long is cos there's basically nothing to post except "uh, hi!". School is real boring and there's nothing interesting. here's some irrelevant song that i'm making up as i go, bear with me or you can go press that red 'X' thing at the top-right hand corner right now!

Yesterday (to the tune of Tomorrow from the musical: Annie)
The sun has gone down yesterday
bet your toppeth dollar that yesterday
it had rained!

Just thinking about yesterday
really makes me want to throw-up
til i'm dead!

And when i'm stuck with a gay
who says he's sma-art
I just bend down my head
and wish he's dead!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh, the sun has gone down yesterday
so you must not hang to yesterday
go what must!

YESTERDAY, YESTERDAY
I HATE YA
YESTERDAY
YOUR ALWAYS A DAY AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

our TEACHERS

2006-03-31T23:01:00.000+08:00

the websites dedicated to our teachers
1. ms nala oh - http://www.enchantedlearning.com/subjects/apes/gorilla/
2.mr cockroach - http://www.ext.vt.edu/departments/entomology/factsheets/amercock.html
3. mr clamy tan - http://museum.gov.ns.ca/mnh/nature/frogs/bull.htm
4. mr rat - http://www.letus.org/bmatters/animals/mole-rat.html
5. ms skinny chou - http://www.indianchild.com/agriculture/bamboo_plants.htm

my wonderful essay

2006-03-17T18:59:00.000+08:00

A Normal Day in my Normal Life
by Lee Jing Yi

It's late in the afternoon and i'm busy with my homework. My little (pesky, stupid, lame, irritating etc.) brother comes into my room and starts uh, well... irritating me.
"get out, now," i tell him. Nicely at first.
But does he listen? No. Instead, he finds it amusing that i'm pissed off. He starts touching my stuff toys (which i love very much, thank you) and other things that he can get his hands on and throws them up and down.
"GET OUT!!!!!!" I scream. Guess what, he still doesn't care.
He picks up my favourite stuff toy and threatens to throw it out the window, playfully.
"It's NOT FUNNY!" Picking up on of my workbooks, i slammed it against his fat head, just hard enough so that it would make the 8 year old cry.
Through all his sniffing and snorting, he manages to get my mom's attention. "What is it Zhe Ren? Are you okay? Did Jie3 Jie injure you?" she asked my pampered little brother who "struggled" to reply. Then to me she screamed, "WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO HIM, YOU STUPID FUCKER?!!?!?!??!?!?!!?"
he was bugging me first, i told her.
"YOU DON'T HAVE TO HIT HIM, YOU SHITHEAD!" she said angrily.
well, it's him who wouldn't stop throwing my stuff! and he threatened to throw Patches out the window! no one does that to Patches, i retorted. and it couldn't have hurt that badly!
"WHATEVER. YOU ARE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOT PLAYING COMPUTER TODAY, OR WATCHING TV, OR TALKING ON THE PHONE, DUDE!" with that, she gave me a whack on the head with a ruler, then stormed off, pulling Zhe Ren along with her.
Meanwhile, i started to feel weird. suddenly, a piece of my brain came flying out of my ear. Eww, i thought, how gross.
Then i realised i had turned stupider. like how i am now! yay!

(THIS STORY IS TOTALLY COMPLETELY TRUE! THE WORDS WERE NOT ALTERED! AND IT REALLY HAPPENED! AND IF YOU BELIEVE ME YOU'RE THE STUPIDEST FREAKING IDIOT I HAVE EVER MET!)

STRESS!

2006-03-07T22:01:00.000+08:00

sigh. it's the end of the term and everyone's worrying about fiesta and homework and tests and everything.
i'm sure looking forward to biology next term. it's gonna be about a trillion times better than physics (though bio's being taught by that fucking psycho mr wong, which makes things worse)
why do we have so much crap to do???? plus there's chinese compo tomorrow. i'm probably gonna fuck it up, as usual. ah well, i don't give. zhou qian can kiss her own ass. and life pretty much brightened up after i decided i can't give a fuck why my friends hate each other to bits and whenever then meet each other they're like "uh, nevermind -walks away hurriedly to some other person and starts chatting with that other person--" so i'm stuck with deciding which one to follow. most of the time i'll stick with the one who stays, cos it means that she probably doesn't mind the other so long as i can talk to her. i can't believe people can just decide that they don't like that person and won't give a reason why. like, SHEESH. so you don't like my other friends, but so? why can't you still hang around with me? it's almost as if they only talk to me when they need my help or are so overly bored that they have to talk to me. i mean, if you think i suck, then stop being my friend. stop going off then on and off again. it's fucking irritating you know.
the worse part is im so fucking dependant on you guys that it drives me so freaking insane when you just get rid of me. just cos i'm so fucking stupid doesn't mean i don't fucking understand the fucking meaning of friendship. if you can stick me, fuck off. i'm better off without you as the foundation of my life when you're so fucking unstable.
don't get me wrong. im not mad at you, just fucking lost.

dear God...

2006-02-19T14:53:00.000+08:00

God, i feel like puking so bad right now.
you can't blame me, anyways. my stupid brother ate cheese and the whole car smelt of it.. torture, if you ask me. anyways, zhou lao shi really did it when she made sharon cry. she is such an asshole. i mean, why the hell does she have to tell the whole world about our mistakes. i mean, she didn't even bother to check with sharon before concluding that she copied. fucker.
God, i feel so bad for her.
and i'm so pissed off at the world for no reason and every little thing sets me off and i can't stand it and no one around me can either. what's wrong with me? it can't possibly be that the whole world's becoming irritating and mean and lame and dumb or anything, so it has to be my problem. but it isn't me cos it's not; i don't know what it is or who i am anymore...
God, where are you?

me

2006-02-13T20:11:00.000+08:00

1.okay so heidi isn't all that bad. i'm sorry about the "she sucks so much lorh!" comment. i mean, she's okay, i guess. except that she's a bit full of herself. ergh... why won't she join cheer? we so need more people like her in blue house. i mean, she wants to be a prefect and all, but what if it doesn't work out and she doesn't become a prefect. it's like, she's so prepared to become one. not that she won't, it's just, if the teacher sucks and doesn't choose her or something, won't that be a real set back for her?
enough gossip.
2.ZHOU QIAN LAO SHI IS A FUCKING ASSHOLE.
why? i couldn't read a few words in chinese. well, okay, i couldn't read a lot. but that DOES NOT give her the right to humiliate me in front of the class. it's not my fault i wasn't raised like her. i mean, respect is both ways, isn't it? it's not like i was day-dreaming or that i couldn't give a fuck. i was paying attention and i was trying my best. why can't she see that? i mean, i didn't go to express for fun, you know. if i could do chinese, i'd have gone to special. who wants to be in zhou-fucker lao shi's class anyways? she can take her stupid homework and shove it up her nose for all i care. i hope she gets kicked out of school cos she didn't know how to say "ms choo, you look very wonderful today, ah!" so she said "ms choo, you today dressing very look good (ms choo, ni3 jing1 tian1 de4 chuan1 zhuo2 hen2 hao3 kan4)!" and ms choo couldn't understand her and thought that she was mad.
3. Jasmine tells me: SHI JIE SUCKS.
Shi Jie tells me: JASMINE SUCKS.
i like both of em. and they both accept me. more or less. so how am i supposed to take sides??? i mean, i can't possibly go to both sides and backstab the other person. i can't scold that person in their face either. it wouldn't be fair. AHH! i shall just sit at the side, watching helplessly. sounds easy.
4. should i go for cheerleading??????????

that's all! whee! long post for no one to read! who cares!

intro to me

2006-02-11T19:14:00.000+08:00

just started secondary school for about 7 weeks and it sucks. though, i've been in SNGS for like, my whole life, so i have no problem adapting and shit but people are getting either worse or better. example, the 6J 05 people are either getting colder or nicer -yeah i hated sharon as fuck last year but i realised she's really nice (:-- whee, whatever. i think heidi's a bit stuck up right now. i mean, i was so much better in studies than her til recently and now she acts like i'm inferior towards her. in fact, she treats almost all ex-6J people that way -cept belinda, yeah you're smarter than her! yay!-- and everyone's a bit pissed at her. ah well, let's have fun in sec 1!!!!!!!!!!!! cos i can bet sec 2's gonna be a lot worse.